How

How do I say goodbye to the woman that gave me life?

How do I face all these people that loved my mother and want me to know they are thinking of us at this time?

How do I talk to them?

How do I stand up at that funeral home for 7 hours telling people "thank you"?

How do I continue on with life when the life that I always knew is changed forever?

How do I be strong for my Dad?

How do I respond to comments from people about the only way I'll see my Mother again is if I open my heart to Jesus and allow him in? Who are they to say that to me when they don't know me or what is in my heart?

How will I ever survive the next 2 days and then the rest of my life?

How?